This has been the hardest week of my life.
I didn’t realize that packing a family members belongings would be so excruciatingly painful.
its mentally exhausting and I’ve never been so tired.
Life is so precious
always remember to tell the ones you care about that you love them, because in the blink of an eye they can be gone.
I still cant believe today’s events.
It doesn’t feel real, it feels like tomorrow will just be another day.
And that Monday arrangements wont have to be made to take your body away.
its not even something i want to think about.
I love you,
i’m sorry that i couldn’t say goodbye properly, i couldn’t bring myself to see you that way. please forgive me for the decisions we made.
we only had your wishes in mind.
Watch over us.
Rest in peace <3
Love you always.